WoRk PLace

One more large coke,

ya a bugger extra cheese, can we even do that?

Can i get 5 wacky meals

just a bag of ice

The all American coney no onions and light on the chilli.

we need more limes cut

The  diet doctor pepper is out

the gossip that goes on between these girls stuns me

No I'm watching my figure Ive got a date this week

so stave your self all week?

Don't you need a glove, nah that's not how we do things around here. eww

dang that just hit the floor but oh well i don't wanna make another "chef"

Well shes wearing a pink thong.

clock out see ya tomorrow

Life's fun but i don't wanna do this for 30 years.

Jumbled thoughts

When death hits you in the face you gotta sit back and think am i eating my Cheerios and listening to the men that fought the wars before us. Do I look at the days in front of me as what can i make of these that are here, or do we just try and live through the days and wait for the day that it all comes to a end. Do you think about being 6 feet under that cold soil sleeping with the bugs, I don't want to be the dead that could of, I will be the man that did. 

Knowing that you cant go back and chance that punch to your chubby face as you were just a child to the dad that will be there, and will make sure u eat your breakfast and you will be the young that respects the gray haired because they are the thirst quenchers of life.

From the sandy beaches of California to the skyscrapers of New York is where i will be in my prime. I will be the last to go. You might be gone but i will live long and be victorious

fear never the less

I'm scared of the day my paps will realize hes gone insane.

I'm scared that the day i get my super powers i will just be one of many.

I'm terrified of sea but not being stung by a bee, but those monsters of the sea ya i might just be.

I'm scared of being that black market runner and having to run from the cops my hole life. Don't mess with the law. they will ruin your life, they just want your money so they can keeping living on our mistakes. 

fear is not being in control of fate

Tears of a "Accident Child"

I despise seeing her

cry 

I Hate making her

DISAPPOINTED

I know i have made all those gray hairs the way they are. Yet she has always been there when Ive been sick, when I have fallen out of that tree several times. when i just didn't want to go to school she was there to comfort me. I know she always has by back when I'm back at home. It kills me when i see her not smiling. Its fear i see in her eyes when i walk out the door. the fear she see I don't. the feelings she has i don't. The way i loved her i don't. The feeling i have had in the past are in the past, she keeping loving me all i do is push, shove kick her away.

The fear she has of me getting locked up i don't see because i wont let that happen. The fear that i wont go on a mission is now the fear that all i do is smoke weed and fu*k my girlfriend. The fear of her having that grandchild shes was not excepting. The fear that i have put her through is not fear, but it is true honest TERROR

Yestermorrow

The sun the ocean the walk ways the young the tunes of nature, the sneakers on the feet of the future. this is tomorrow the day that will be better then yesterday because we learned from yesterday we grew from the days the months the years past. We should just learn from others but that would be no fun we (most) all have to learn shit just by doing it. The tomorrows will keep coming we just have to keep up with them. We have to do being something everyday so that one day we can be the old people with the authentic shirts and the sun glasses the fanny packs filled will a tour guides and the margaritas in our hands, so that we can be the teachers of tomorrow 

I think about you

i think about you like dinos think about going instinct , like Dino chicken nuggets think about being dipped in ketchup like blood thinks about flowing and hoes keep blowing

  i think about you like the DEA thinks about caughting  the drug lords like the lords think about sellin that kilo and that passing that grass. like i think about smoking that grass like i think about doing............ nothing.
i think about you like sopa thinks about taking over the world one step at a time. and obama thinks about the middle class. and the middle thinks about just making it till the end. like i think about the end of every roach and where to burn it out. like i think about getting out of this typical mind set
i think about you like the the bitchy cheerleader worries about her hair and her nails and her status like no one give a fu*k about you.

life toast and orange juice

life is a breakfast meal all we try to as human is figure it out .. we try to understand ppl and there emotions and why ppl do the crazy shit they do. We make mistakes to learn from them we watch ppl not to be like them but judge them only because when ppl judge us we know we are better then them. the toast is like the crunchy but oh so tasty part of life its always nice in the morning and but sometimes it gets old so we try something new maybe a little cinnamon and sugar maybe jam.. possibly we put an egg or 2 on it, isn't that how life is we always stay the same.. but change little things about are everyday life. orange juice is just orange and delightful and it will always taste the same, don't change the constant and good in your life.
here is a great link to my aunts cooking show via youtube channel
My wonderful aunt Betty!

love

love is the bond between my sister and i
My sister has been there throughout everything in my life i know i can depend on her for anything. i truly love my sister. She has been more of a mother i feel then Debbie. When my mother worked  associated foods well i was in my childhood years. My sister woke me up for school, would pick me up from the bus stop. My sister has always been the woman in my life that i look up too. When i got alcohol poisoning  she was there to save the day and take me to get my stomach pumped. She is the only one that could punish me because i respected her so much. when my sister is disappointed in my i will do anything to make that different. Jennie Sardoni is